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Haven't You Heard
friendship is fleeting; family is forever.
Created on 2006-01-31 00:29:34 (#9397252), last updated 2007-06-20
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Bioyah so i cant remember the password to my other livejournal and i have no access to the email address i used for it, so i gave up and made another one :-)
"Everyone I know goes away in the end..." ~ N.I.N.
Moment Without An End
((Big D and the Kids Table))
Sometimes I feel that life is only there for me
Sometimes I feel that life is just a game to beat
Sometimes I feel that life is something I can't see
Sometimes I feel that life was not made for me!
((MCS))
...But I just need to say goodbye
To all the metaphors and lies
That have taken me years to come up with...
as I gently sip this drink,
I think about my lack of future,
And all the places I could learn to fall in love.
I know I shouldn't waste my time,
Wishing I'd been better designed,
yet for some reason still think...
When I just want to feel alive for the first time in my life,
I just want to feel attractive today.
Lets get fucked up and die.
I'm speaking figuratively of course, like the last time that I commited suicide (social suicide)
I wanna thank you for being a part of my forget-me-nots and miracles, and all the things that dont get old
Is it legal to do this? I surely dont know
I believe that i can overcome this and beat everything in the end but i choose to abuse for the time being and maybe i'll win but for now i've decided to die
so if you made it,
just be glad that you did and stay there.
if you ever feel loved or needed,
remember that you're one of the lucky ones.
and if it's over,
just remember what I told you,
it was bound to happen so just...
keep moving on,
there's no perfect endings.
Morning Theft:
((Jeff Buckley))
Time takes care of the wound
So I can believe
You had so much to give
You thought I couldn’t see
Gifts for boot heels to crush
Promises deceived
I had to send it away
To bring us back again
Your eyes and body brighten
Silent waters, deep
Your precious daughter in the
Other room, asleep
A kiss “Goodnight” from every
Stranger that I meet
I had to send it away
To bring us back again
Morning theft
Unpretender left
Ungraceful
True self is what
Brought you here, to me
A place where we can
Accept this love
Friendship battered down by
Useless history
Unexamined failure
But what am I still to you
Some thief who stole from you?
Or, some fool drama queen
Whose chances were few?
That brings us to who we need
A place where we can save
A heart that beats as
Both siphon and reservoir
You’re a woman, I’m a calf
You’re a window, I’m a knife
We come together
Making chance in the starlight
Meet me tomorrow night
Or any day you want
I have no right to wonder
Just how, or when
You know the meaning fits
There’s no relief in this
I miss my beautiful friend
I have to send it away
To bring her back again.
"Everyone I know goes away in the end..." ~ N.I.N.
Moment Without An End
((Big D and the Kids Table))
Sometimes I feel that life is only there for me
Sometimes I feel that life is just a game to beat
Sometimes I feel that life is something I can't see
Sometimes I feel that life was not made for me!
((MCS))
...But I just need to say goodbye
To all the metaphors and lies
That have taken me years to come up with...
as I gently sip this drink,
I think about my lack of future,
And all the places I could learn to fall in love.
I know I shouldn't waste my time,
Wishing I'd been better designed,
yet for some reason still think...
When I just want to feel alive for the first time in my life,
I just want to feel attractive today.
Lets get fucked up and die.
I'm speaking figuratively of course, like the last time that I commited suicide (social suicide)
I wanna thank you for being a part of my forget-me-nots and miracles, and all the things that dont get old
Is it legal to do this? I surely dont know
I believe that i can overcome this and beat everything in the end but i choose to abuse for the time being and maybe i'll win but for now i've decided to die
so if you made it,
just be glad that you did and stay there.
if you ever feel loved or needed,
remember that you're one of the lucky ones.
and if it's over,
just remember what I told you,
it was bound to happen so just...
keep moving on,
there's no perfect endings.
Morning Theft:
((Jeff Buckley))
Time takes care of the wound
So I can believe
You had so much to give
You thought I couldn’t see
Gifts for boot heels to crush
Promises deceived
I had to send it away
To bring us back again
Your eyes and body brighten
Silent waters, deep
Your precious daughter in the
Other room, asleep
A kiss “Goodnight” from every
Stranger that I meet
I had to send it away
To bring us back again
Morning theft
Unpretender left
Ungraceful
True self is what
Brought you here, to me
A place where we can
Accept this love
Friendship battered down by
Useless history
Unexamined failure
But what am I still to you
Some thief who stole from you?
Or, some fool drama queen
Whose chances were few?
That brings us to who we need
A place where we can save
A heart that beats as
Both siphon and reservoir
You’re a woman, I’m a calf
You’re a window, I’m a knife
We come together
Making chance in the starlight
Meet me tomorrow night
Or any day you want
I have no right to wonder
Just how, or when
You know the meaning fits
There’s no relief in this
I miss my beautiful friend
I have to send it away
To bring her back again.
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